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Hey little apple blossom....

what... seems to be the problem?



All the one's you tell your troubles to...

Can I learn anything from keeping quiet? maybe.

That durn thang just done did skipped again...



At least I know them lyrics. -_-

Yes, I know the questions I ask are odd, from "left field" and altogether rather intrusive. Similarly, my plans are about as unexpected and bizarre. So when met with doubt and apprehension I smile, rather than find offense in the reactions. It's rather amusing.



Anyway, that out of the way, I asked. It got such a reaction, and ultimately, I was declined. Hmm hmm. It's alright really. Even though I was asked as to why i wanted to do such a thing and never really got to answer; it is final. Although I am very used to being declined, I really can't stop smiling though.



I guess that's an answer in itself to a question I didn't even think to ever ask myself.



Am I really alright?

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ladykate
17:14 Dec 30 2014

Sometimes it's okay to ask, nothing wrong with pondering together.

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"I belong where you are."



Those words...

Heh... addictive personalities and addiction are no joke. I've experience portions of that life and the effects it has on home, friends and family. Genetically, some addictions are unavoidable referencing hereditary addictions, of course. That being said... apart from those extreme cases and "out of ones own control" situations, addiction seldom is grounds to get ANY type of sympathy.



If you make a decision knowingly, unknowing or ill informed about anything that "generally" leads to addiction and end up addicted. That is NOTHING short of stupid, self-destructive and intentional. It is not a game and it is not in any way cute. The impressive mindset and will power displayed in making the decision that gets you in that situation is astonishingly disproportionate to the will power displayed in wanting to get out of it. All the while, stating "it's harder than it looks."

No. Freaking. Kidding.



It brings me no limited amount of amusement how many "tough men" say they will quit something not 20 minutes later they are doing what they swore they were going to stop. I suppose "tough" has a veritable onslaught of meanings at this point. I am not superman. Nor am I a genius. Turn this around on me all you wish. You probably won't, better safe than sorry, i guess? LOL. But if so, then you'll probably quickly become acquainted with "he has an answer for everything" In an argument.



Don't mistake nor twist my words in meaning I would not offer help to those already in that situation. But be very damn aware, sticking my hand into the burning coals is only worth it when the person is trying to climb out in any way at all. And no... I am not a motivational speaker. In fact I've been told quite a few times I'd "talk a person right off the ledge". : shrugs:: I can understand their sentiment, even if I don't agree with it. Everyone is different. Pain, Destruction, Ignorance and stupidity, tend to be an unvarying constant. Keep a safe-LIKE existence. If not for yourself, then for those you DO impact.

"Im on vr still, and nothing has changed. That includes my keeping clear of people that would keep me updated on people in any way similar to the person you just asked me about."

-Slain or you know... Me

Good morning. I guess.

You're there. :: shakes head::

you have zero idea how much you're breaking my heart right now.



As I watch you...

Before I commit it to memory, I need to just forget it. It feels so much better when I don't remember. And when I don't remember, it doesn't matter. When it doesn't matter, it is a lot easier for smiles to occur.



"Let it go."

RexaVar. Pushing penis growth to new limits.



I'm no advertising guru... but shouldn't that say,



"Rexavar. Pushing penis growth to new lengths"?

‪#‎imjustsayin‬

Let she without a snatchgram, cast the first stone.





Pretending like one has not done something, is just that;



Pretending.

Thank you, Littlefoot for making today amazing. Your cuddles and kisses are my air.